{"id":12975,"date":"2021-08-20T14:05:46","date_gmt":"2021-08-20T19:05:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/emifail.com\/ocs\/?p=12975"},"modified":"2021-12-27T00:23:13","modified_gmt":"2021-12-27T06:23:13","slug":"12975","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/emifail.com\/ocs\/gatecrashers\/12975","title":{"rendered":"struggling to remember"},"content":{"rendered":"<pre><strong>OREV:<\/strong> ... I'm gonna be reinforcing my door, is all I'm saying.\r\n<strong>SALEM:<\/strong> I mean, you don't really <em>have<\/em> to do that, but if it makes you feel better\u2014\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> No, I probably will anyways.\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> You're a nightmare and a menace.<\/pre>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>Salem makes Orev some chamomile tea and knocks on his office door.<\/p>\n<p>Inside, Orev has been gazing into the corner of the room at where the hellflower is blooming, watching the flames slowly sputter up. After a moment, he is shocked back into reality.<\/p>\n<pre><strong>SALEM:<\/strong> Hi, sir!\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> Uhh, yeah, Salem. Uh, what do you\u2014what's up.\r\n<strong>SALEM:<\/strong> I brought you something!<\/pre>\n<p>Salem walks into the office.<\/p>\n<pre><strong>OREV:<\/strong> I don't need another <em>doll<\/em>\u2014 like, I <em>really <\/em>don't need another one\u2014<\/pre>\n<p>Salem walks towards Orev\u2019s desk with the cup of tea.<\/p>\n<pre><strong>SALEM:<\/strong> Oh, I'm still working on others! I haven't been able to make you another one yet!\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> I\u2014 And again, I don't need it, so don't worry about it\u2014\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> ...\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> Did you make me tea?\r\n<strong>SALEM:<\/strong> I made you some tea!<\/pre>\n<p>Salem hands the cup directly to Orev, who takes it. He looks down at it.<\/p>\n<pre><strong>SALEM:<\/strong> Yeah, um, you seemed pretty shaken up last night after everything that happened so I thought I'd make you some tea to maybe help you calm down! This kind is supposed to help you sleep!\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> ...\r\n<strong>SALEM:<\/strong> And I mean, I don't know <em>how<\/em>\u2014 I don't know <em>how<\/em> you're <em>sleeping<\/em> because it's not like I'm, you know, <em>watching you sleep<\/em> or anything\u2014\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> ...\r\n<strong>SALEM:<\/strong> \u2014but you seemed just a little off, so I thought this might help you calm down a bit!\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> ...\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> I don't. Quite understand, Salem, how it is that every time you're able to\u2014\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> \u2014like, this is a <em>genuinely<\/em> nice act - I was a little touched - and then just\u2014 a <em>wildly<\/em> off-base comment about watching me sleep that does not put me at ease in any way, shape, or form\u2014\r\n<strong>SALEM:<\/strong> But I\u2014 but I <em>don\u2019t<\/em>, but I <em>don\u2019t<\/em> do that\u2014\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> Yeah, yeah, you <em>said<\/em> that, and the instant the thought came into my mind\u2014\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> ... I'm gonna be reinforcing my door, is all I'm saying.\r\n<strong>SALEM:<\/strong> I mean, you don't really <em>have<\/em> to do that, but if it makes you feel better\u2014\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> No, I probably will anyways.\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> You're a nightmare and a menace.<\/pre>\n<p>Orev takes a sip of the tea.<\/p>\n<pre><strong>OREV:<\/strong> ... I'm not like, a tea guy, so I don't know if this is good, but I ... appreciate the gesture, I suppose.\r\n<strong>SALEM:<\/strong> Well, if anything, it's good <em>for<\/em> you!\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> ... Eh, sure, sure. The leaf water is good for me, sure. Yeah.\r\n<strong>SALEM:<\/strong> And there's more in the kitchen, if you\u2014 if you\u2014 if you need any more!\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> Yeah\u2014 Wait, you got this from the kitchen?\r\n<strong>SALEM:<\/strong> Uh, yeah! (laughs) Where do you think I get everything I bring you every day?\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> I don't know. That ... does make more sense, I kind of thought it was from a weird place, but you're just going in the\u2014 okay.<\/pre>\n<p>They talk a bit about the kitchen. During this interaction, Orev is still trying to act normal &#8211; but there is a searching look on his face. He\u2019s eyeing Salem up and down, trying to figure out something as they\u2019re talking.<\/p>\n<p>Salem picks up on this, suddenly acting coy.<\/p>\n<pre><strong>SALEM:<\/strong> ... What?\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> Salem, look - earlier, you know, with the whole snake thing\u2014\r\n<strong>SALEM:<\/strong> ...\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> I ...<\/pre>\n<p>Orev suddenly changes the topic.<\/p>\n<pre><strong>OREV:<\/strong> Salem, you remember when we first met, right?\r\n<strong>SALEM:<\/strong> ... Yeah!\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> You can describe it? You know, you can talk about it? Tell other people about it?\r\n<strong>SALEM:<\/strong> Um ... I have, yeah? Um ... I mean, sometimes maybe it's ... a little hard to remember ...\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> And you\u2014 I <em>gave<\/em> you Angel, right? That's\u2014 That's what happened? And you remember how that whole thing goes?\r\n<strong>SALEM:<\/strong> Um ..! Well, you <em>must<\/em> have, right?\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> Okay, cuz you see, the thing is\u2014\r\n<strong>SALEM:<\/strong> O<em>f course<\/em> you did, because I didn't <em>have<\/em> Angel before I met you!\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> Right, right, and I\u2014 I've never had Angel, as they are, I don't remember them being a snake, but I don't really remember them\u2014 I don't remember them at <em>all<\/em>.\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> And people have asked, Salem. People have asked how we met and why you're still around, and I have given them answers.\r\n<strong>SALEM:<\/strong> ...\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> And I don't remember any of that. And for a long time, I didn't care ... <em>because<\/em> I didn't remember? You were kind of always just there, a thorn in my side.\r\n<strong>SALEM:<\/strong> ... Right where I should be.\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> ...\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> Right where you <em>want<\/em> to be, sure. Sure. But\u2014 I\u2014 whatever happened, earlier, with your magic, the magic, and the snake\u2014\r\n<strong>SALEM:<\/strong> It was ... enlightening, right?\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> It was ... it was something. yeah.\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> ...\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> Salem, have you ever\u2014 Have you ever seen me cast a spell?\r\n<strong>SALEM:<\/strong> ... I guess ... not?\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> Because I don't\u2014 I don't <em>know<\/em> magic, I've never learned to cast ... magic. You know, that's\u2014 that's a little bit of Olena, that's a little bit of Leona, Bromseth's got his magic drawings and things like that\u2014\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> I don't\u2014 fuck with magic. I've never learned it, I've never been taught it.\r\n<strong>SALEM:<\/strong> \u2026 But <em>you<\/em> made me what I am.\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> And you know\u2014 you know\u2014 I also believe that, I do, I do\u2014 and I don't know what the fuck that means.\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> I don't know <em>how<\/em> this happened. And Salem, I honestly think\u2014 I think, you\u2014<\/pre>\n<p>Orev goes quiet for a moment.<\/p>\n<pre><strong>OREV:<\/strong> I don't know what I think, I don't know.\r\n<strong>SALEM:<\/strong> ... Your tea's getting cold.\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> ...\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> I think you should leave, Salem. Thank you for the tea. We're gonna have to have a talk ... soon.\r\n<strong>SALEM:<\/strong> Okay! If you want, we could try and like\u2014 cuz there <em>must<\/em> be something magical inside you, right? Mmaybe we just gotta pull it out!\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> Okay, you're not\u2014 nope, NOPE, I don't\u2014 you, just\u2014\r\n<strong>SALEM:<\/strong> O<em>kay<\/em>, I'll go, I'll go!\r\n<strong>OREV:<\/strong> Maybe we could figure something out\u2014but, I\u2014 just, please, please go.<\/pre>\n<p>Salem sees that Orev picks up the tea, takes another sip. he doesn&#8217;t like the taste, but he keeps sipping at it. his eyes flash back over to the fire of the hellflower, and something behind his eyes drifts off.<\/p>\n<p><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>OREV: &#8230; I&#8217;m gonna be reinforcing my door, is all I&#8217;m saying. SALEM: I mean, you don&#8217;t really have to do that, but if it makes you feel better\u2014 OREV: No, I probably will anyways. 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